Grudges!

It's been a while since I used the word "Stupid", and quite frankly I feel that it was trying to come out against my will. Anyway, back to the subject here

Many people as it turns out, hold grudges. It doesn't matter how much they smile in your face. Or how much time has passed. What matters is the wait, for that right moment when they will go ahead, full steam and unleash the hatred that has been brewing for a long time.

Others, prefer to keep lurking, poisoning the water from time to time. Just so they would remain "neutral" in front of their conscious.

Hate, begets hate, this self inducing and perpetual vicious cycle continues. From that point onward the glass shatters.  It can never be repaired after that. The whole situation becomes unsalvageable.

But, since we're humans. We have to coexist. Although many enjoy fantasizing about a world with less of their self proclaimed enemies.

Reflect this on the blogosphere, and you get this slew of anonymous people who are there just to curse the hell out of of anything however remotely fun. This turns the whole experience so bitter that I'm starting to see how people end up so burned up and frustrated that in a moment of weakness. They crack, and just delete their whole existence from the face of the whole planet.

Many find sanctuary in Anonymity. It doesn't upset people. You can still be their friend while stabbing them in the back! Or you might opt to be as stupid as I am, leaving my name on every article I happen to disagree with. And making my self hated due to my lack of, soft skills.

I don't really know how to sugar coat shit for people. I call it as I see it, and I, often, take the heat for it. Do I have any regrets?

Yes.... One... that I stopped doing that and started leaning more towards acceptance. Yes, My style is aggressive and belittles the people I happen to disagree with. But if we're not able to criticize people in their face, what good are we?

I tried to make some soft skills, but my reputation keeps preceding me. Since this failed, then why the hell should I continue trying it!

Hate all you like ... Hold as many grudges as you can. Keep them up till you explode.. and I assure you, the more grudges you hold. Them sooner you will explode ...

Who's exploding next?