On getting married and such!
In 27 more days I will divorce celibacy and embrace a new life ... The life of a family man with so much responsibilities...
I'm sure this comes as a shocker to so many people, believe me, it was kind of a shock for me too, but I decided it's time, and I decided to walk into the golden cage before I get shoved in there by force, or worse, possibly they'll decide to lock me out, for good!
If I can share one thing with the world it is the fact that I'm welcoming this change with mixed emotions. I'm loving the whole idea, but at the same time, I'm so scared of what lies ahead!
I will no longer be the king of my domain, I will no longer be in charge of my own time and I will certainly not have the whole bed for myself to roll however I please without someone breathing down my neck!
I will no longer be the sole decision maker in my own house nor will I be able to spend however I please to buy the gadgets I love or the stuff I "waste" my money on. No more picking up my stuff and travelling overseas, and no more late nights out with the guys!
But on the other hand, I no longer have to stay so alone, no more lonely nights...
I hate to disappoint everyone out there who thought that I would be the last remaining fort against the female invasion on this world, but this castle has fallen!
But here's the best part! There's nothing, I have ever written, on this blog, that my future wife (and her mother) have not already read! I don't have to delete anything, I don't have to change the tone of anything and I don't have to explain anything! If all of that doesn't show how amazing this lady is, then nothing will. She's one of kind... A true gem, and lucky for me, I found that gem!
It took a lot of tries to get to her, but I succeeded. It was probably the hardest thing I've ever done in my life, but she was totally worth it!
I don't regret anything, every experience I had, got me an inch closer. Every failure I endured got me that much closer. Every shard of glass that tore my heart taught me how to seek out the real diamond... I couldn't be any happier
So 27 days days to go ...